There can be quite the disconnect between the theory of the law of attraction and the ‘real world’ conditions in which we find ourselves. There are all sorts of limiting beliefs and assumptions that have been driving our lives. We have to dig a bit into our energy, and with this digging comes lots of questioning, about everything.
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Podcast #91: Law of Attraction: The Constant Questioning of the Conscious Creator

Well Miss Kelli…as usual..you have perfect timing. As I sit here counting down the hours until I’m on call at midnight I also am lamenting how painful it will be IF I do get called in. I actually have been dreading these next 3 on-call days for a week now..Ive been thinking I need to give my supervisor my availability bc ..well, it’s my only job (for two solid years I’ve applied for over 175 jobs and also applied for Work outside of my medical profession
even menial, $10/hr jobs and so far nothing) while my online fitness biz gets up and running. Just the thought of getting called in this evening is so bloody painful, I’d rather have bamboo shoots driven under my fingernails than go to this job…so Kelli, why do I still give my availability? Do I not trust that the universe will provide? Do I feel I just need to suck it up and “pull my weight,” contribute to the household? How can I just sit around and not give my on call availability when I am perfectly capable of working even though the thought makes me mad, pissed and over it?! I am sooooo tired of doing things for other people, doing it their war, making their dreams come true..sick.of.it. Yet I still do it bc I think I have to. This really sucks but other than that, my life is really rockin! I’m learning to chill, “feel” whatever happens without getting wrapped up in it.. I could go on but don’t wanna detract from my verbose comment. Stay safe wherever you are!
Hey Kameron
Anything with business and working is going to be more likely to cause issues in the ‘conscious creation’ department because of the link to money. It can be harder to shift our energy around this, and trust this manifestation can come together as easily as the other things. You may have to take some uncomfortable actions to help shore up that trust, and move in the direction of the life you prefer. But at least for now, a change in perspective on the ways you are earning money now while you work on the online business that you are truly interested in, may be helpful. This is an example of where our conscious participation in the process in the form of habits, actions and choices comes into play. We can’t insist on doing things the hard way, doing all the crap we don’t want to do until we manifest circumstances that would allow us to stop. Only you can know how you can best make these shifts in your own life, and even if it is something small to start with, energetically it can make a big difference and open up a new trajectory.